Walking On A Tightrope - F**K My Life
Most that follow my videos and my blogs will know that, with me "what you see is what you get", you either like it or you don't, I personally couldn't care less either way. That's why I open up about my personal struggles when I have them, it's not done for sympathy, it's done so people realise that others can have all kinds of hell going on underneath their surface veneer. Far too many people use social media to project a false reality that rarely exists. I have no interest in engineering a persona for popularity, so many people are mastering this swindle and it's reflected in our twisted, shallow everyday existences. I'm finding it harder and harder to have any time for the entities that pass me by in my life. Most are only friends with you because they feel that you could be of some use to them. Things are feeling strained, the truth is life is really quite shit for me, I'm just trying to stop myself from drowning, having said that, there
